7.08.2008

i don't even want to blog this...

well, the ultrasound i was so looking forward to yesterday made for not so happy news. there was no longer a heartbeat and the baby had stopped growing at 6 weeks. it was very shocking news. i just can't believe it, i'm devastated. i thought since we had seen the heartbeat that things would be ok. it was very hard to tell makenzie. she just hugged me and told me she loved me. she was disappointed, i know she was so excited about it. it's such a hard thing to understand...so maddening, so sad. i trust that the Lord will give me strength through this time. i look at makenzie and she is such a miracle, i'm so blessed to have her.

thanks for all the love, prayers and support.

2 comments:

Sheridan Family said...

We are thinking and praying for you guys! We are so saddened by this news.

Mrs. D. said...

I am so sorry. I'll keep you in my prayers.